PRISON DIARIES: REMY MA SAYS “BEING LOCKED UP IS NO JOKE!”
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I always find myself thinking about what I was doing a year ago, two years ago, five years ago today. I never remember exactly where till I find myself imagining where I would be today. I rarely listen to the radio because it’s sort of depressing. Not being able to record is stressful not because I’m a rapper but because that was my way of venting and expressing myself. So I write a lot! So much that now I have a callous on my finger from holding a pen. I guess I got used to texting my rhymes!
I get a lot of fan mail and everyone asks me how I’m doing? I say fine, the way I see it I never imagined making it this far with my sanity. Not being able to go somewhere when you want, see your family when you want (on many occasions when you need to), can’t use the phone, take a shower, wear clothes, or even eat when you want – super aggravating. Whenever, which is almost everyday I get visits, a lot of kids ask for autographs. It’s something that I used to do almost everyday but now it actually feels weird, I really feel like an inmate.
And as much as I hate to admit it, I really am an inmate. I mean, it kind of grows on you when certain people go out of there way to make you feel like that.
They have this program called YAP (Youth Assistance Program) they keep asking me to join. It’s a program that brings inner city kids to the prison to show them what it’s like to be incarcerated. I hear that every group asks about me but I’m a little hesitant to join. They think it will give the kids a reality check that this can happen to anyone.
I however feel that it’ll be more of the kids wanting to see Remy Ma the rapper and because of that they won’t get that I’m actually in jail. So I’m still contemplating. If I figure out a way for them to actually get it, that this is really not a place you would ever want to be whether for 8 years, 8 months, or 8 minutes then I’ll do it.
Everyone in prison isn’t innocent but everyone in prison isn’t guilty. So whether you end up here on purpose or by accident, the pain you’re feeling is still the same. And I can quote a lot “gangsters” by saying that “I wouldn’t wish this on my worst enemy…”
Forever Innocent,
Rem
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Damn…poor Remy! Isn’t she doing an 8 yr bid?!
by: J'More, Jun 16th at 1:23 am
poor remy? please w/that already. she believed her own “gansta bitch” hype by thinking she could hurt someone w/o consequence and now she has to pay for it. i’m glad that she realizes that her actions were stupid as hell and that doing time ain’t all it’s cracked up to be. maybe she’ll think before acting out.
by: mzguerra, Jun 16th at 1:01 pm
remy iz amazin u sound diz way! i hought u say in 1 of ur verse dat u r a gangster?…………………xpec u 2 keep it real..uhn
by: sheikh aliyu cisse, Jun 16th at 3:56 pm
Rems that chick”there ain’t a bi*ch as real as me, no bi*ch as ill as me
by: shan shan, Jun 17th at 12:18 am
i love Remy bitch goes hard! “i know a fever why i see it..u aint that sick”……i wish u luck Remy! may God be with u
by: Jehan, Nov 23rd at 10:18 pm